Dancing a new world--Poverty

More than a year ago, I participating in a
beautiful project that used the wisdom of
the body to feel a new possibility. I wrote
a piece about my experience, and am so
happy that it is going to be published!
(Upcoming issue of Somatics). I hope that
you will take the time to read it. Maybe it
will inspire you as you move your own
visions.

Click here to read it
and see videos.

lymph

When I was a teenager I noticed that, when I couldn't move my mind, I should move my body. This was my first understanding of somatic therapy: the body--it's memory, it's position and location in time and space--is the lens we look through. At that time in my life there were a lot of situations that I could not move, but I noticed that if I changed my position, I could see things differently. I noticed the power of perspective and--through studying the body--I considered the human ability to shift and create change.

Moving the physical body moves the mind, emotions, nervous system and immune system. Science is showing how the lymphatic system, the nervous system, and emotion are linked together in more ways than we thought. The interesting thing about the lymphatic system is that it requires body movement. It depends on our volition: our choice to move. Unlike the circulatory system that has a heart to pump fluids, the lymphatic system has no heart--in relies on the contraction of skeletal muscles. Body movement is essential to the lymphatic system because, it is the primary way we move fluids through the body, release toxins, and recover from inflammation. Inflammation in the lymphatic system represents a state where fluids have pooled and are not flowing. It protects an injury and is part of the healing process but, if it stays around too long, it can result in chronic pain conditions.

Therefore, Inflammatory (Autoimmune) diseases like rheumatoid arthritis, fibromyalgia, lupus, or chronic fatigue also exist in the emotions and nervous system. And it is becoming more understood how depression and anxiety are just as much in the body as in the nervous system and the mind. It is interesting to think about how the nervous system's purpose is telling us to move (or not move)--fight, flight or freeze. It is interesting to consider how all these dis-eases may be unwound in the nervous system via physical movement--the experience of moving, and contemplation of what it means to move.

Here is a video of a basic lymphatic work out. The opening work out shows a woman who is courageously unwinding long-standing conditions in the body, mind and nervous system. In this workout, I consider inflammation and depression as one and the same--the goal being to allow energy--lymph, blood, thoughts, will--to flow.


Bodymind practices like yoga or Tai Chi involving daily movement give ways of keeping our system in flowing balance. In fact, a yoga vinyasa in the sun salutation, stimulates all the major lymph nodes plus aiding circulation. These daily practices can be considered preventative medicine. And if you are sick or stuck on any level, this idea encourages you to gently move whatever you can. Even if the ability to move is small at first, trust that it will grow and shift you on all levels.

Gua Sha in Los Angeles

Maybe pain is friction. It doesn’t hurt when things are moving, or when all are still. Pain is the feeling of one part moving against another part that is stuck. It is the gap between where we come from and where we are going. It is the feeling of waking up. The stagnant part is our old world—our past and our old way of being. When we feel pain, its means it is time for something old to dissolve. Perfectly, friction contains is own antidote. The product of friction is heat. And fire is a requisite for alchemy. It is necessary in transforming your lead into gold.

Life force energy flows freely through the body when the system is healthy. This subtle energy manifests as blood and lymph, then tissues and organs. Matter moves more slowly, the more dense it becomes, but it still should be free to flow in its own way. Trauma, imbalanced nutrition, emotion and karma, can cause parts of us to freeze. Stagnation manifests in the body as sepsis, fermentation, muscle adhesions, scar tissue, and tumors. Sometimes stagnation can exist for a long time before we feel it. But when we try to move forward, we notice that some parts are stuck.

Gua Sha is a widely used folk remedy as well as a technique in Chinese medicine. Friction is created with a blade made of Jade or Water Buffalo Horn or simply a soup spoon or bottle lid with a rounded edge. When an area is scraped, if the tissues and related areas are healthy, the skin turns pink, then returns to normal color. But if there is stagnant blood, it rises to the surface as “Sha”. The darker the color, the longer it has been stagnant (less oxygen). It may be yellow, red, purple, or even black or greenish. Treatment effects the area directly scraped and related organ and lines of energy.


In some accounts, Gua Sha has been referred to as pseudo-abuse or pseudo-battery (wiki). This is because it looks like horrible bruises. This makes some people want nothing to do with it. But it is not that something harmful is being added to the body—instead, something that has been there for a long time is being drawn out. It is a demonstration of a healing process. We see the pain as it leaves, no longer hiding it inside of us. If we can look at it, and we can touch it, gradually we can let it go. As the once-frozen places heat up and melt, our cells are free to move again. They are free to find a new position that is in harmony with the present moment.

Practices of awareness and healing are not for those who are fully in the dark. Nor for those fully in the light. They are for those in the waking shadows. Wishing to be blessed by the old world while embracing the new. Those who search for the pain of waking up; knowing that there is something on the other side.

While I was writing this, there was a rolling earthquake. Reminding me that, even the things that I thought were solid, eventually heat up, turn to liquid, and flow.

If you are interested in experiencing this work, please contact me at lifemovesthrough@gmail.com

Adam's Numbers

Here is an example of somatic therapy and how patterning the body can help organize the mind.

Adam has traits of Asperger's Syndrome (an Autism Spectrum Disorder). ASD is often viewed as an incurable psychological mystery. However, when it is seen physically--as a combination of toxicity, allergy, gut imbalance and brain starvation--there is a lot that can be done. Adam's family is working with diet, detox, and movement therapy.

At his first session, Adam was barely aware that I was in the room. He did not look at me much, and most of his language was reciting DVDs he had watched. He had a talent for words and numbers (common in Asperger's Syndrome). He could read well, but did not seem to understand that words related to things. For Adam, my plan was to restore the body as the link between the worlds of symbol and form. The theory was that his body had become too hard to live in because of discomfort and overwhelming, dis-organized, sensory information. I used movement to help him filter and process sense information, so that he could live in his body and, therefore, start participating in the world.

This video was taken shortly after Adam had stepped up his detox and transitioned to a modified GFCF (gluten-free, casein-free) diet. His mom said they have been watching "the masks fall away".




techniques I use with Adam are: focusing, patterning and sequencing (building, breaking and editing), sensory integration and techniques where I reduce sense information and then build complexity while helping him stay oriented. For him, I use my voice a lot. Making sounds, and rhythms that express movement qualities and processing verbally what I observe him experiencing ("I am walking on the beam", "I feel my feet...I see the lights")

teacher appreciation

Each year, I do massages for Teacher Appreciation Week. I go to schools and give teachers a little bit of time where they are being cared for. Certainly, they deserve it, and the kids benefit from a teacher who is grounded in her body and calm.

I teach them techniques for letting go of tension and becoming present. I found myself taking about how people with high stress jobs often end up holding stress in their bodies long after the situations have passed. Usually, its a tension slight but over time such that we don't even know it's there. But it builds in layers, and becomes like a filter we look though; we may feel weighed down or unclear and not know why.

Because we train ourselves to deal with stress and put-up with pain, we must re-train ourselves to listen to our bodies. We must remind ourselves to notice the breath and release patterns in the body and mind that are not needed at that moment. In this way, we can notice the safety and fullness of the present.

Teachers know a lot about the need to do your best and then let go. One meditation of being a teacher is finding how to do your part by giving the teachings, but you cannot force someone to learn, and in fact you can't even assume that they need to learn what you offer. To speak and act from one's heart is the dharma, and what is received by the listener is their karma. In this way, no one person has to "hold the world on their shoulders". We all become students together. When I put my hands on a teacher and let her relax, I remind her that, just as she holds, she is held.